Graduation TT

Thinking I could handle
It was just another scandal
I use to smile my heart out
Now I cry my eyes out

I guess I wasn't tough enough
My life's just rough
Without all of you
My life's just blue

Missing the laughter
Wanting a happily ever after
Facing reality
Facing the emotions of mortality

Time ran out to fast
It's like a race where I'm the last
Memories running through my mind
Lying that I'm find

I miss you guys
I love you guys
Friends forever
Forever together

I hope you like this song^^

(Ahnyung means goodbye in an informal way in korean)

Farewell

{Starting}

No more time to say

Not one more day

No other way

The sky’s turning gray

To our first real farewell

Verse 1-

Our lives’ a story

That can’t be told

Our lives’ a story

That never ends

Our lives’ the rhythm

That finds the beat

Our lives’ the lyrics

That finds the tune

[Chorus]

All of you have a place in my heart

Wishing we won’t be far, far apart

Hoping it won’t be farewell for long

I hope I’ll find a way to stay strong

Ahnyung, farewell to all of you friends

Our bond together I hope will have no ends

Verse 2-

I’m gonna miss you

All my friends

I’m gonna treasure

All those moments

Now I gotta say

Farewell my friends

I say I’ll miss you

Ahnyung to all

[Chorus]

BRIDGE:

Our first crushes, our first grades

True selves under all those shades

To work all together

Under different weather

Our first experience

To find our own balance

{Ending}

Ahnyung my friends, farewell

I would love sometime to dwell

Alas my friends, farewell

No more time to tell

Just one last farewell

Lyrics by Su-Zen (me^^)

Melody by Ashley & I

Unbelievable

Just one small problem lurks about, quit? Just drop it? Success learns from failure! This is just so unpredictable. Ever heard that winners never quit & quiters never win? Sometimes I just want to know why some people can give in so easily in a blink of an eye.
It's just so near to the deadline and some people want to quit already. This is just infuriating! I wish that life could be so much easier than this. Everything's just so confusing!
I saw one display pic that describes how I'm feeling right now:
Sick of crying
Tired of trying
Yeah, I'm smiling
But inside I'm dying

....Ah well, I guess I'll just stop here.

Confused

I don't know who to believe right now, everything is just so confusing...
Wow! We have another chance in the play, can't wait. I hope we get in! And I'll just stop here. Bye!

FRUSTRATING

Yesterday our whole play got canceled!!! So my friends & I stayed up to write a new one. Another went to get the soundtracks that we needed.
It's really thrilling to be on stage! But to hear our class teacher ranting about a play that we're suppose to control? That has reached my last nerve! What is she trying to do? First, she actually wanted us to do a High School Musical kind of dance. Now? She comments about our OUR play. If you don't have anything nice to say, than just don't say anything! Stop trying to direct what we're doing!
Anyway,^^it's still quite unfair, some people who want to sing but the microphone was not working just got disqualified straight away without a chance to show what they wanted to do. What is it becoming?!!
Anyway hosting a play is quite good fun as well: )

Rehearsal for only one?

We canceled the whole rehearsal just to rehearse with the main star. I can't believe hosting a play would be this difficult, even though it's fun at certain times. You learn how to be responsible at the very least. Sigh....
Well, I'm still quite uncreative in writing blogs so I think I'll just end here. Buh-bye! ^^

Again... Didn't update my blog *sigh*

Hi, again I lost track of updating time.
Yesterday was children's day at school. The last one we'll ever have. Well I can't really say it was the best one ever. But it was ok. Just ok, no comment.
I still don't have much to write about so I'll think I'll end here
Sorry for the short and boring blog.

Hi = ] Just a typical boring introduction

I know i haven't been writing on a regular timing, ok even rarely post any new blogs. But I just had to write today for some reason. It's like my fingers are attracted to the keypads like some kind of magnetism. Well anyway, I don't have much to write about right now. So all I can say is I can't believe Cindy actually made me into a Korean Band Fan.
Anyway, a little introduction of my moods- I'm usually pumping with energy & happiness, so I'm just your average happy-go-lucky girl. But I also have other moods that I don't usually show out, so well that I can even fool my best friends(shhhh! don't tell them!). Anyway if I'm really sad or depressed and I try to cover it with a laugh, it comes out as a sad-eyed laugh. I rarely scold or show my anger so some people tend to take advantage of it and get on my last nerves.
I have many interests on some that my circle of friends aren't interested in so I love making friends and enjoy anything that I love with a different circle of friend that your other circle of friends aren't interested in. It's quite a phenomenon. Different people who have so little in common could end up as one of your good friend or even a best friend.
I believe that everybody has a personality that enlightens them and makes them unique. So I like people who show who they really are, not for someone someone wants them to be or you envy people for their creation, talent, hobby or their originality and copy them to be as good as them or beat them at their own game. Remember no matter how good or great you are, there will always be someone even better or the same level as you, unless your one of those special, unique, talented, gifted types ; ).
Ok, I think I'll just stop here, till next time! =P I hope I didn't bore you to death with my introduction ^^. Please after reading this post, can you leave a comment. Please and thank you!

PICTURES

I wanna be me

I was living a life

That was so hopelessly fake

I would pass my time

Sitting by the lake

Wishing i was different

Wishing I could be me

Something came along

That showed me I could be me

I could sing my own song

Not somebody's else

I know I can be different

I know I can be me